Rambling for today

A BRAND NEW DAY

Author: Aeni

Rest your head and close your eyes
Everything will be okay
For when you wake with the sweet sunrise
It will be a brand new day
Turn down the lights and pull me close
Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay
For when you wake with the soft morning breeze
It will be a brand new day
Relax your body and caress my soft hair
Let all of life's worries melt away
For when you wake with the warm summer scent
It will be a brand new day
Fall fast asleep and dream with me
Whisper "I love you, I'm here to stay"
For when we wake in each other's arms
It will be a brand new day

So I have come to realize that no matter how closely people are related they can still and will hurt you. Some people are just like that. They feel that they have to make people hurt in order to feel good about themselves. I am trying not to do this to people. I don't think I have but, but if anyone felt I did I am sorry.

I am not going to let this affect me. I am going to move on and if that means that I have to let some people down and not be able to cater to their every

move and need then that is fine. People will have to deal with that. I hav e my own family and friends that care for me and don't try to make me feel bad to take care of.



On that note. Joe is getting ready

for school, he starts the 26th of August. He says he had a fun summer, but I'm not so sure of that. He spent it with me on a school bus all summer long.

Those are just some random pictures from this summer!


He has gotten so big! Mentally I don't know how he does it. Dealing with his dad and then he has to deal with Nick's kids... mind you Nicks kids are good and they have been through a lot too and know how to handle Joe somewhat. Yet between me and his Dad splitting and then his Dad not being around, and now he even knows his Dad is in jail...... wow he deals with a lot, but he is good with it, he just lets it roll off of his back and doesn't look back.



I look up to him for that!